Good news to share!

I am so sorry for not updating my blog sooner. Needless to say a lot has been happening around here. I understand now why I was so sad when I wrote my last post. I was a bit weepy and sad because of all the hormones in my body. A week after that post I found out that I am pregnant! Yes, crazy stuff. A total miracle and so thankful to God for this little miracle inside of me. I was feeling so sad at the beginning of the school year because I truly didn't know what we were going to do since the adoption didn't work out. I was feeling so hopeless, and wondering just how I was going to get to be a mom. God had a plan all along, I was just a little impatient. So here we are today 15 weeks pregnant.
I don't want our story to become one of those cliche stories about how, I finally relaxed and got pregnant. I also do not want people to think that oh they were going to adopt so they finally got pregnant. Medically the right things happened at the right time and by chance I got pregnant. I could not be happier but I still feel the pain of all of those women who are still trying to achieve mommyhood. I thank God everyday for this blessing. I could not be happier or more excited to be a mommy. I am due around April 23, 2011.
Luckily I am able to see the specialist every two weeks, because he wants to keep an eye on my cervix because of all the fertility treatments. I am not complaining at all about getting pictures of the baby every two weeks, it is great! Hopefully, I will be able to post the pictures of our first sonongram visit.